Sunday, April 03, 2005

How About...No?

What happens when you're at a point in your life where you either change your current situation, or completely start your life over? Well that's where I am right now, and I realized over this past week that starting over is just about the last thing I would choose to do right now.

Who needs that sweet 216 billion dollar castle in Vienna anyways? And why can't I just keep driving a car around that has easily "stealable" parts? (Meaning that someone ripped my fog light off with a key probably)...and I don't even care about it. When I stop and think about it, I'd almost rather have a worn-in used car anyways...who am I kidding.

I would love to live in a drop dead gorgeous castle and drive an outrageously fast set of wheels...but that doesn't mean I need to. My head is in the air, and I would say that I wish someone would just lay everything out for me and make it easier...but I already did that last year. I hear your re-vamp.

Florida was amazing, but lonely...and I realized everything that makes me happy right now is right here in this po-dunk state of Michigan. I may not be thinking long-term, but do people really exist that are good at that?

I used to think that getting out of here was my plan all along...but I'm starting to think of that plan as "grade 'A' ridiculous." By the way, no, I don't want to bartend at Carino's for the rest of my life, and that definately isn't a part of any of my prospective plans.

Me and this 20 oz. cup of non-stop rock have some thinking to do...and if you have any advice...throw it at me, cause I'll probably miss it unless it hits me with some sort of damaging force.

Come get it...